I finally realized what I hate so much about dating: being vulnerable. I hate feeling insecure, unsure of myself, overanalyzing every little detail, letting my mind/imagination wander in painting every single bleak scenario…sometimes I wonder if its even worth it. Not to mention the entire game of trying to find the exact combination/perfect ratio of how much more/less attractive one should date. It sometimes amazes me how people actually find each other since we’re always looking for something better than ourselves.